Monday, November 30, 2009

allow me to introduce myself..

i used to dance 6 days a week since i was two..
loved being the center of attentionn..
i was Miss NJ when i was five. i was legit (:

i always strived to be better.. stronger... smarter.. funner.. (more fun ha) and thinner..
my self confidence plummeted.

i know jealous guys (;

this is the last picture i would let myself be in.. i hated who i had become and was ashamed of how i looked. and to think, i thought i was ten times bigger than her. my XX lbs was not even close to what i needed to be for my 5'6 frame..


i still struggle everyday against my ED, my anorexia turned bulimia. but i am learning to love myself for how God created me.. He created me in His PERFECT image, who am i to change that?!

if it wasnt for my faith, my family and my nutritionist i wouldnt be where i am today..
i am starting to actually enjoy food again.

the more i post the more youll hear of my story..
but uh i thought this might help a little (;

night loves


  1. You can push though my dear, i believe in you. all the strength you need is inside you.

  2. Thanks for sharing and you sound very positive about getting better.


  3. Thank you so much for sharing <3

    you are so beautiful
    an inspiration. truely<3 xoxo

  4. Nice to meet you lady, I hope you are doing well.

    I would love for you to check out my blog!

    Giveaways and music!


  5. you are soo precious..thank you for posting this!