loved being the center of attentionn..
i was Miss NJ when i was five. i was legit (:
i always strived to be better.. stronger... smarter.. funner.. (more fun ha) and thinner..
my self confidence plummeted.
i know jealous guys (;
this is the last picture i would let myself be in.. i hated who i had become and was ashamed of how i looked. and to think, i thought i was ten times bigger than her. my XX lbs was not even close to what i needed to be for my 5'6 frame..
I GOT HELP
i still struggle everyday against my ED, my anorexia turned bulimia. but i am learning to love myself for how God created me.. He created me in His PERFECT image, who am i to change that?!
if it wasnt for my faith, my family and my nutritionist i wouldnt be where i am today..
i am starting to actually enjoy food again.
the more i post the more youll hear of my story..
but uh i thought this might help a little (;